Follie check day

Rather uplifting news, left side had 3 follies ranging 10-11,right side also 3 from 10-12 with multiple small ones on both side.
I seem to respond better since the beginning of my iuis?

Follie check tomorrow

Iui #8 on going.
Right after the first folistim shot I began having cramp like discomfort. Today is day 5 of stim, and the cramp has been better since day3. Eh. Don't know what to expect tomorrow at all, it's a bit exciting actually.

Day 3 RE

Room full of miserable people. Fun. Waited 3 hr at RE's office.
The MM dr. said that since I responded "really well" with 150 folistim last time (4 good size follies + a few smaller ones), if I respond exceptionally well (like, above 5), they would have to "cancel it". I understand that, i know that is what is required of them, at least toward the patients, but to simply cancel what could be my only chance of getting conceived just because they would like to "avoid multiples" just sounds so cruel.  What if this is my last afforded cycle? What if I will not have another chance?  What if THAT IS MY FUCKING CHOICE? She looked at me and said "Eh! You don't understand--"like I am stupid. Dear RE lady, I hope you don't go through what I had to for 3 years, I hope you never have any fertility issues, I hope you don't live my life, because if you did, you would jump at any chance to have a child, as a mother, as woman, as a person.

Thanksgiving the period

Period arrived on thanksgiving day. Blah.

Going on to 8th IUI

Sigh... Hubby says I need to "believe"...I do, I want to believe........…

Iui #7 out

I'm beginning to be convinced that I might never have my own babies. I'm so sad. I think part if me is slowly dying inside.

Answers found (for now)

So the raging lh level? I think I had a couple of cysts after using the ovidrel trigger for this cycle. Tomorrow I'm going in for a test and u/s, that should give us some piece of mind.
Alas, what did I do to deserve this:(

What the???

6/7 dpiui

Near positive opk.. Sigh... What is wrong with me? The hpt is near blank so the trigger is leaving my system nicely, and I'm very confused about the strong lh surge, it should have been much weaker at 6/7 dpiui already.
This cycle survived a hurricane, and broken crane and a snow storm, all I really need is for one little bean to implant and grow... Mommie and dady
have been waiting for 3 years now lil'bean!! Come on!!

6 dpo

Bleeding gum??? Yak.

5dpo or 4 dpo?

Nothing in particular really.

7th cycle not scratched after all...

Turns out I had been slowly ovulation since last week. By Sat I had a semi strong lh surge, I assumed the regular surge would peak the next day as usual since my lh peak usually goes about 3 days. This Tuesday I took another lh strip, it was near peak.( what)
I was very confused so I decided to go in for a u/s just to find out what was going on. The story ends where I had my 7th iui today, my 3rd unmedicated cycle. Oy..

Not sure what is going on

Gave up on the Oct because of the weather but I might be surging right now. Went for a blood and ultra sound this morning and awaiting the blood to tell me whether I ovulated or still ovulating. Either way if I have to come in on Friday, it might just as well not happen as there is no way I would miss half day at work for a unmedicated one follie cycle..
By the way I had one follie in the right ovary, the cyst is gone so that's the good news of the day.

Cycle scratched

Due to natural disaster, will try for the Nov cycle. Just waiting for Af at this point...