Tomorrow!

Our records are HUGE! We are bringing everything with us so they can pick out what they want staying. Still don't have a car yet :( There might be a storm in CO this Thursday so we have to rent a 4W car, we definitely will have plenty of space!

Day#1 no caffeine

Yolo!

I'm drinking the coffee substitute-- ginger tea. It's simple to boil, just take some fresh ginger, cut it into thin pieces and boil with water. It's kept me away from the winter cold! ;)

Time flies...

The little prince is already gotten his christening, and is growing bigger every time he's under the spot light.

I remember, when everyone was gossiping about Wil & Kate's "baby issues" and making all kinds of assumptions, I kind felt there was still time for me since one of the most expected couple in the world is still figuring things out... And next--Bang! Preggers! 

It kind of depresses me, being abusolutly no where with our dream- absolutely nowhere....while others are beating the clock on baby making:(

But hey, here's something to hang on to, the Duggar family is "having issue" coming up with their 16th baby!

I admit, I feel very alone today. 

Recent Stuff

There hasn't been much said or done recently since our phone consult, we did book flights and hotel. Since we are only going to be there for 1 1/2 day, there is obviously not much on our bucket list for "fun", we need to get as much done as possible during our ODWU. Our day starts at 6:46AM, first meeting with nurse, financial stuff, tests for both S and I, etc.
On another note, our puppy Mozart has finally grown to like his crate (SOB..!) He's been such a good boy, though with a few puzzling new habits, I can tell he's going through phases (GOTH INCOMING?). HA.
I'm sad, about a forum that I went to often for support and pure infertility gossip, everyone knows what I'm talking about, right? It seems like they have lost their juice over annoying advertisement and equally difficult operating platform. I'm not even positing anything anymore because it's pointless, people who are vocal are moving on, and the rest rather stay browsing. A community is about interacting, communicating and supporting, I'm sad to see that gone.

Life with CCRM

We had our phone consult with DR. Surrey at CCRM this week. It went rather uneventful, they are willing to try a cycle with us, if we can't get the embryos to divide at lease we could get an answer from them.  I went to get my chromosome and Beta3 intergrin done yesterday, my OB was unfamiliar with Beta3 so he requested to speak with ccrm about it. Out ODWU is scheduled on Oct 31st, how fitting is that? :-0

I have a feeling that this will be a long process, judging from our past experience, we are looking at January to February next year. 

Our new puppy has really grown in just 3 weeks, he's one head taller than before! However potty training is still tricky because we live in the city...yak:(

About that baby thing

...ever been told by someone, that she "didn't want babies because...etc,etc"?

And next thing you find out they are 6 months along expecting their sweet baby?

Always feels like a slap on the face...