Going through a very emotional time waiting for the little peanut to arrive...my mom posted a video on my FB wall, a really cute video of a young mom caring for her twin boys that I have watched already. But it's the words that got me...my mom wrote something like "thank god baby N's coming alone" in reaction to the video..I can't believe knowing what I went through with the loss of our twin she would write something like that, as if I should be happy and relieved about it. Clearly I have not gotten over it. And I know I have not gotten over it, even though it was all for the best....
I hid the video from my timeline so my mom won't be offended. Still I wish she would communicate with me, rather than putting things on FB...
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