Rather uplifting news, left side had 3 follies ranging 10-11,right side also 3 from 10-12 with multiple small ones on both side.
I seem to respond better since the beginning of my iuis?
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Follie check tomorrow
Iui #8 on going.
Right after the first folistim shot I began having cramp like discomfort. Today is day 5 of stim, and the cramp has been better since day3. Eh. Don't know what to expect tomorrow at all, it's a bit exciting actually.
Right after the first folistim shot I began having cramp like discomfort. Today is day 5 of stim, and the cramp has been better since day3. Eh. Don't know what to expect tomorrow at all, it's a bit exciting actually.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Day 3 RE
Room full of miserable people. Fun. Waited 3 hr at RE's office.
The MM dr. said that since I responded "really well" with 150 folistim last time (4 good size follies + a few smaller ones), if I respond exceptionally well (like, above 5), they would have to "cancel it". I understand that, i know that is what is required of them, at least toward the patients, but to simply cancel what could be my only chance of getting conceived just because they would like to "avoid multiples" just sounds so cruel. What if this is my last afforded cycle? What if I will not have another chance? What if THAT IS MY FUCKING CHOICE? She looked at me and said "Eh! You don't understand--"like I am stupid. Dear RE lady, I hope you don't go through what I had to for 3 years, I hope you never have any fertility issues, I hope you don't live my life, because if you did, you would jump at any chance to have a child, as a mother, as woman, as a person.
The MM dr. said that since I responded "really well" with 150 folistim last time (4 good size follies + a few smaller ones), if I respond exceptionally well (like, above 5), they would have to "cancel it". I understand that, i know that is what is required of them, at least toward the patients, but to simply cancel what could be my only chance of getting conceived just because they would like to "avoid multiples" just sounds so cruel. What if this is my last afforded cycle? What if I will not have another chance? What if THAT IS MY FUCKING CHOICE? She looked at me and said "Eh! You don't understand--"like I am stupid. Dear RE lady, I hope you don't go through what I had to for 3 years, I hope you never have any fertility issues, I hope you don't live my life, because if you did, you would jump at any chance to have a child, as a mother, as woman, as a person.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Monday, November 19, 2012
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Iui #7 out
I'm beginning to be convinced that I might never have my own babies. I'm so sad. I think part if me is slowly dying inside.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Answers found (for now)
So the raging lh level? I think I had a couple of cysts after using the ovidrel trigger for this cycle. Tomorrow I'm going in for a test and u/s, that should give us some piece of mind.
Alas, what did I do to deserve this:(
Alas, what did I do to deserve this:(
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