I wish it was all made up

Had to deal with some internet drama today where I was actually accused of making up my 9.5th past IVF and the upcoming 10th IVF. I guess it is hard to believe, how could some stupid couple go for it 10 times???? I do find that hard to digest, even to myself. Where did the time go??
The best part of all this is the FB support group that is going at 150 members soon! <:D

More general update

So I received my CCRM IVF bill. It's awful a lot of money. And yes we knew this was going to be all along. But it is STILL an awful a lot of money.
We finally complete the frozen sperm transfer paper work yesterday at CWRC, that's been a neck pain for the both of us since OCT.
Our cycle is looking smooth down the road, provide we do pay our bill in full. I'm happy that my Day2 is looking promising, at the same time, are we INSANE to be throwing in $35000 into our 9th cycle that may only reveal the cause of our infertility???
Another note, Our FB CCRM support group will soon welcome its 100th member. Consider when we were only a 2 member group, it has come a long way.  I'm happy to see the CCRM girls/boys have a safe place to share, vent and question, so far this is the most positive thing came out of our struggle.

These days

So much happening yet not so much happening on the baby making side.  AMAZINGLY though, our FB group now has 30 people, all perspective or current patient, all supportive and so kind!!
I'm thinking about my pen friend, Aubrey, and I wish wish wish wish wish she is sweetly blessed already after her FET.
CCRM is running an ongoing study with Acai supplement.  All the girls in the group are talking about it so I finally called my nurse, who said she would run by the doctor to see if I qualify-- I would have to take that for 3 month like every other supplement. Suddenly I CAN'T WAIT for my regroup call on Dec 2nd...!
Off to NC tomorrow to visit friends, had to board our pooch :( I already miss his rescaleness!! :)